I found myself in love .. or am I? and perbandingan electron dan debu (old posts)

Again, taken from DIVA, Thursday, August 18th, 2005


I found myself in love .. or am I?


If you find yourself in love with someone who does not love you, be gentle with yourself. There is nothing wrong with you. Love just didn’t choose to come in the other person’s heart.

If you find someone else in love with you and you don’t love him, feel honored that love came and called at your door, but gently refuse the gift you cannot return. Do not take advantage, do not cause pain.

If you fall in love with another, and he falls in love with you, and then love chooses to leave, do not try to regain it or to blame. Let it go. There is a reason and there is a meaning. You will know in time.

Remember that you don’t choose love. Love chooses you. All you can really do is accept it for all its mystery when it comes into your life. Feel the way it fills you to overflowing, then reach out and give it away.

Give it back to the person who brought it alive in you.
Give it to others who deem it poor in spirit.
Give it to the world around you in anyway you can.

Love has its own time, its own seasons, and its own reason for coming and going. You cannot bribe it or persuade it, or reason it into saying. You can only embrace it when it arrives and give it away when it comes to you.

But if it chooses to leave from your heart or from the heart of your lover, there is nothing you can do and there is nothing you should do. Love always has been and always will be a mystery.

Be glad that it came to live for a moment in your life. So please…. Don’t deny love merely because you don’t want to be hurt…

IF YOU KEEP YOUR HEART OPEN, LOVE WILL COME AGAIN.


PS: I didn't actually remember wheter I wrote the poem or not. I guess this one was a quote i got from an unsourced chain mail.






Perbandingan electron dan debu
From DIVA, April 16 2006.


How karma always haunts us whenever chances are available…
How circumstances can be twisted upside down in a matter of days..and dreams can be shattered in just a fraction of seconds..
but….how feelings and memories can stay glued to your senses for even longer than you expected…
How the world have changed for the past 6 months, but the heart still beating the same rhythm each and everyday since…
oh…How I feel so small comparing to the world…
….to the world you might be one person, but to that one person you might be the world…





‘dedicated to someone who have finally found his excitation energy .. to go to his distant star in the so-called pitch black sky… ‘
…..and that one person i mentioned earlier… is me dear..